Trahison (treason)

This was probably somewhere around the rack, so probably wouldn’t be able to describe much but surely it deals with the rejection in life. It’s the betrayal that is almost impossible to deal with, the treason that you cant let go. Hope it sounds fine.

Delight and distress are hopes that lay behind.
I killed the disciple and the polite essence in me.
You taught me all but love you forgot to teach.
I shriek in bareness, keen to fill the night.
None too shallow, too foul have I seen,
To label it obstinate, that was your breed.
I stay alone to mimic the nearness to you.
Should I not bother now, would you forbid?
You did mould me, now you plead thy shame.
And I know it’s the brutal suffering of sympathy,
That thou had cursed upon my breath.
How liable was I, to stain your cover,
That you influence me to the reason of deceit?
It’s a shattering reality, a scorn to my destiny.
But I would end this day, this fate, this irony of late.
This is what my portrait of laughter will flaunt.
Awaited, I have, to hear how freedom will echo.
To recognise this sound, hopefully you won’t be around.

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This goes to be the most truthful work i have ever posted. I was always afraid of dark. So basically this work depicts my fear and how I couldnt ovecome it. This is for ones who can find light amongst darkness.

Just walk past thy road,
You will feel the thin air.
There are stars behind the crescent,
They are unseen
But they shine like others do.
Crawling behind your shadow lay.
And when you feel your sanity,
You are not afraid of darkness.
You see your face mirror in the sky,
And realise what is mistaken.
See those crazy ferns hang like the witch.
But you are no more afraid of darkness.
Your honesty engulfs your fright
And the warmth is calling you over.
You can hear the music in this silence.
So easy to catch the melody,
Your heart resonates.
And your fear for darkness is gone.
Its long gone.
But this night wont last long.
It will day break.
And silence will freeze again.
For the daily chores you have to realise.
And moral duties to imitate.
And to enlighten your ability to reason.
Arent you drained?
Weary of feelings
That stress your emotions.
You will wait for the next star,
To shine again.
Because you dont fear the darkness anymore.