Trahison (treason)

This was probably somewhere around the rack, so probably wouldn’t be able to describe much but surely it deals with the rejection in life. It’s the betrayal that is almost impossible to deal with, the treason that you cant let go. Hope it sounds fine.

Delight and distress are hopes that lay behind.
I killed the disciple and the polite essence in me.
You taught me all but love you forgot to teach.
I shriek in bareness, keen to fill the night.
None too shallow, too foul have I seen,
To label it obstinate, that was your breed.
I stay alone to mimic the nearness to you.
Should I not bother now, would you forbid?
You did mould me, now you plead thy shame.
And I know it’s the brutal suffering of sympathy,
That thou had cursed upon my breath.
How liable was I, to stain your cover,
That you influence me to the reason of deceit?
It’s a shattering reality, a scorn to my destiny.
But I would end this day, this fate, this irony of late.
This is what my portrait of laughter will flaunt.
Awaited, I have, to hear how freedom will echo.
To recognise this sound, hopefully you won’t be around.